In 7 weeks from today i will be home...not sure how i feel about that either... when i think about leaving all of these people i have met here it literally brings tears to my eyes... i recognize this is only a temporary thing.. but I AM NOT READY TO LEAVE.. it has been such a great year here and i feel completely rejuvenated... my fear is that when i return to my life in dallas it will be the same monotonous thing.... but then.. life is what you make of it right?
yesterday was the first day of the new school year for the kids at SKIP.. i have taken over grupo 4 and there are some turkeys in that class.. i made a comment to julieta that its only 7 weeks that i will have to deal with them.. she gave me the saddest look ever.. a look of "don't leave me.. and i wish i were leaving then too".. julieta got here in august right before me and is expected to stay until this coming august... as much as don't want to leave.. i don't want to live in this house and in trujillo for four months more...
when i start to worry about my return and what my life will look like.. i literally have to hand my worries pover to God because ultimately i am not in complete charge of where my life will take me.. i mean i never thought i would be 33 years old living in "fraternity house" in trujillp, peru.. but alas here i am!
